i dont know what to say...





but i really really need God's help..
i am "dying" here le..

this is the first time my mind towards studies is drifting around..
never had this feeling before..
and it really really ...feels like shit..

i did my best..
i really really did..
i seek help from people...
tried to do...
but it seems no use at all..

i still cant..
God.. i feel like SHIT..
this is really a test of reliance on God
and on faith..
.......

every time i go to the toilet
i dont feel like coming out..
(at centrepoint marks and spencer, LiMin n HsiaoEn teaching me)
in there, i just keep praying..
and praying..
cos i really the peace !!

just now on the way home..
i was like a zombie..
somehow this feels worse than being sick..
was listening my ipod
but suddenly it hang..
took out my ear piece..
then i heard "Hey! get back on track" to my ears..
i realized i was day dreaming that i completely SHUT OFF..

my dad today also not in good mood..
he kept nagging to my brothers..
but THANK GOD.. to me different..
if not i really dont know how i will react le..
especially after feeling so shitty..

in my house toilet suddenly,
verses came into my head..
[Hebrews 13:5b]
[Jere 29:11]
[Joshua 1:9]
supported by [Deuteronomy 31:6 & 8]
i was... ya how can i be so foolish..
how can i ever doubt God presence??

looking back what i take in today..
actually was fruitful..
i got my physics at least on track..
my maths too!!
(LiMin explain page by page again to me)
at least i understand the basics??
yupp..

no matter what..
really THANK HsiaoEn and LiMin for helping me..
so sorry that i very jialat..
thats why need two teacher teach at the same time..
so sorry LiMin i took away your shepherding time...
really really thank God for both of you..
thanks for your effort in the area of my studies..
yupp..=)

i pray that i dont break down before exams..
i pray that i would not think so much..
i pray that i will have a thankful heart..&/ByeBye(:

theNEWme

I'm just a plain NORMAL girl.
who is true to myself
I try loving what i DISLIKE (:
Just watch out for ME and u noe it.
I am only one in this world.
Unique, True, Just myself..
So BE yourself..^^
dont FAKE it..
♥Love God.
♥Love others.
♥Love yourself.
Dont u dare to HURT me.
it will just HURT my feelings
i wont not say much..
cos life STILL got to MOVE ON.
One day,u will understand
the true meaning of my intentions
I cannot blame u for not knowing =)


ELISSA mak JIAJIA alexandra
aka LiangTeh respect it.
currently SRJCian.
ex-c0ralites; ex-yumin.
SINGLE.proud of it!
18o81991=D
SB:19o62oo5.
WB:16o72oo6.
CHILDof GOD

MY MOTTO:
SMILE=D
God, Others, MYSELF


PEACE in my heart
more WISDOM.
MORE time.
MORE faith.
Have a shepherd's heart.
Be a SHEPHERD.
go next LC which is at HONGKONG!!!
*NEWbag, new SHOES(going out).
*EARpiece.
*cutHAIR
*SQUASHshoes&racquet&eyeguard.
*RUNNINGshoes.
*SHOPPING!.
*iWANTeatSTEAMBOAT!!
*go OVERSEAS with my mum.
*a BREAK time.
*MORE PEOPLE TO TAGG ME!^^.


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