its been long since i posted...

now..
i am struggling with EXAMS!!!
tomorrow chem and i am still AWAKE!!!
i am worried....
the more i can do (as in i understand)
the more afraid i get..
of cos those i have no confidence the feeling is worst..

so many things to memorise!!!!!!
my head is bursting..
i am thinking of PHYSICS..
next day physics and i can say i dont know a thing!!!
i know that "let tomorrow worry for itself"
but ...ya...
how can you not worry when the things you are facing is BEYOND ur REACH!

words like "DIE DIE DIE" just pop out from nowhere
i had been filling myself with verses everyday..
to calm myself especially in school.
the atmosphere just gets so tense...
even when facing the paper i keep thinking of the verses.HAHA
and it does help a lot!!!

after LC trip i really get working on which area i wanna grow in..
and now is FAITH!
so for this exam, this will be the time.. .
i want to stop worrying so much for my studies that make myself stray away from God anymore..
worrying is ok worrying TOO MUCH is not ok.
i dont wanna dwell in this area anymore..
once and for all, i gonna overcome it.

i wanna have the mindset of
"You serve a MIGHTY GOD, exams is nothing!"
HAHAHAHA
just this is enough, as long i do my part God WILL work.
i am SURE of it.

my year in this school i really wanna make my life counts.
it cannot stay like this any longer.
i cannot be a plant that dont grow = DEAD PLANT
i wanna grow to a big big TREE!!
so that i can reach up to heaven to meet GOD!! HAHA
(though i hope i can)
i wanna grow to bear lots of FRUITS!!!
fruits that are so SWEET that they ATTRACTS people.
that make people wanna SPREAD the NEWS!
that is i what i want in my life.that is what i wanna do with my life.

God Bless&/ByeBye(:

theNEWme

I'm just a plain NORMAL girl.
who is true to myself
I try loving what i DISLIKE (:
Just watch out for ME and u noe it.
I am only one in this world.
Unique, True, Just myself..
So BE yourself..^^
dont FAKE it..
♥Love God.
♥Love others.
♥Love yourself.
Dont u dare to HURT me.
it will just HURT my feelings
i wont not say much..
cos life STILL got to MOVE ON.
One day,u will understand
the true meaning of my intentions
I cannot blame u for not knowing =)


ELISSA mak JIAJIA alexandra
aka LiangTeh respect it.
currently SRJCian.
ex-c0ralites; ex-yumin.
SINGLE.proud of it!
18o81991=D
SB:19o62oo5.
WB:16o72oo6.
CHILDof GOD

MY MOTTO:
SMILE=D
God, Others, MYSELF


PEACE in my heart
more WISDOM.
MORE time.
MORE faith.
Have a shepherd's heart.
Be a SHEPHERD.
go next LC which is at HONGKONG!!!
*NEWbag, new SHOES(going out).
*EARpiece.
*cutHAIR
*SQUASHshoes&racquet&eyeguard.
*RUNNINGshoes.
*SHOPPING!.
*iWANTeatSTEAMBOAT!!
*go OVERSEAS with my mum.
*a BREAK time.
*MORE PEOPLE TO TAGG ME!^^.


TAGG-IS-NEED-ED



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Timothy (:
Vanessa (:
XingYi (:
YeeHua ; chenYiHui ; YingJie ; Y-Hope (:
ZuMei (:


For SCHOOL:
i need to PRAY PRAY & PRAY
i need to START now now NOW
For MINISTRY:
take care of Her!!
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