♥ 1:25 AM, Sunday, November 23, 2008
its been more than a month since i last blog..haha!!!
too busy..
actually not really...
is i LAZY!!! =P
there has been many tests given to me by God..
such as patience, faith...
in skills too..
such as guitar, organising events..haha
i am still going through these tests with God.
and God has been speaking to me now and then..
somehow, i feel that my life is interesting though there is problems.HAHA
With God, everything really changes..
AMEN! =D
was sharing to Esther my spiritual bud just now on the phone..
about my life.. to catch up our relationship together..
she is a great listener to me. =)
LOVE her LOTS!
the year is ending..in 38 more days..
How am i going to spend it??
How are you(the people out there reading) going to spend it??
......
Are you gonna end it with "finally the another year is gone"
(truthfully if that is your answer, i think you can just die now.Since, eventually you will die)
OR
Are you gonna say "i end this year fruitfully,meaningfully and i have grown"?
(grown= maturity!!! which is not judge by age)
Of course i want to say i end thia year fruitfully, i live meaningfully this year.
i know i did..
but in these 38 days left for this year, i want to do something more..
i want to make it MORE meaningful, i want to be discontented in these. In a good way.. haha..
firstly, i need to brush up in my guitar skills and i need to lead worship guitarist with the Holy Spirit. i want my music to minister to people, i dont want to just play the guitar like it is just an instructment.
i remember not long ago i lead guitarist role for caregroup,
i was happy!! but nervous on the day itself.
Outcome???
it was JIALAT!!! haha..
my song the pai zi not easy(can say i aso not good HAHA)
i tried my best..
YiHui and HuiQi not bad for my first time..
hmmm...
the week after, i played AGAIN..
this time i have lesser time to prepare, was quite last minute plan.yupp..
the song played was better..
How was it?...hmmmm...
No matter what i need practise and need to spend more time worshipping God.HAHA
ok that is one of the things i need to do in these 38 days. and TODAY guitar lesson!!!YAY!!! studying time too.. haiz....JIAYOU ba jiajia..^^
Next, i want to learn to organise more stuff, events.. mini scale ones.yupp
i want to help people enjoy their time, to open up themselves. ya..
So i now have to start by learning from my leaders, watching them in how they lead, how they plan.
cos my first time thinking of coming up a event for the whole unit was unexpected.
the respond was good. but can be further improve!yupp
haha..now remembering it was me, jinger and yujun just randomly during guitar practise just say we should request to organise this event to bond the whole unit. ya..HAHA. so random.
and FeiBa(jontay) say was good den ask us to write proposal out.
(it's like Project Work)
it was our first time, things did not go smoothly.
like istana park was booked by wierd people banging, making noises.
then dark place(near Le Meridan) was taken for meeting but our church brothers and sisters.
therefore decide to go to the circle area at dhoby mrt there..but RAIN!
so... NO PLACE...
haha! but THANK GOD still got SMU!!
though cannot play the intro game..
and the house game was quite a mess..
(unbelievable that even confusing game can make people enjoy HAHA!)
and the shocking thing is quiet people is so enthu about acting!!HAHA
i will post the video of them soon!!!!!!!
Everyone enjoyed themselves =DDD
i am so so HAPPY!!!!!!!
THANK GOD!
Grace and i also want to plan a pinic for our caregroup..
to have fun and also to sow!!yupp..
but it is still on hold..
(looking for a date)
but we two are very excited about it..=DD
Next, 10 J1s...............
i mean 10 10 10!!!!!! by these year
i still hold on to this number.
we can double ourselves!
i choose to believe that God is the maker of the impossible.
i will continue to perserve, continue to do all i can.
THIS IS NOT THE END!!!!!!!
Lastly, it is her..
(some people will know what i mean)
i want a change.
No...things needs to be change.
and i have to take the first step.
i dont know how the outcome will be, but i will continue to wait.
..continue to pray and fast about it.
God please do something about it!!!
christmas is coming too..
i am broke!
totally..
haha!
so i guess this year i will make things ba..haha
hopefully can rush everything on time.yupp
CAMP is COMING TOO!!!
so so excited..
i am preparing my heart for it too..
amanda and i is doing the T-Shirt for our caregroup too.. =))
AHHHH!!!!..cant wait!!!
Peu and i are also doing a video for camp!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
it will be so so cool!!!
i pray it will be a very very nice and memorable one! ^^
(im a joke in the video! so unlike me!=P)
so many things!!!
my life rocks with God around!
God has never never lie to me.
i still remember clearly what was prophesied over me clearly.
and it is true, everything that was said.
i know i am safe because there is always a pair of hands to carry me through.
God thank you so so much.
Be more in my life.
Be part of my life!&/ByeBye(:
